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Good Enough

by Eddie and the Heartbeats

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1.
Whiskey and Chocolate It’s 2AM and I’m wide awake My stomach rumbles just like an earthquake My legs land on shore over my ship’s side My bare feet tense up on the cold floor Heartache and hunger push me through the door Towards the fridge, I dream of what’s inside You left a note behind Left me alone with no appetite (Chorus) I had Whiskey and chocolate for dinner Since you left our humble home I can’t stand to sit at this table alone So I had whiskey and chocolate for dinner tonight A dark room, my shin and a coffee table the story you told was quite a fable The thoughts knocking in my head are oh so loud At dinner time my stomach was in knots You met someone, is the gist of the plot I pull the fridge handle and think of what we vowed You packed your bags and left I stayed here and became a mess (Chorus) You said you were bored with us I know I deserve so much better For you there’s nothing to discuss I’ll throw away this love letter and make this sandwich double decker I’m pining for pizza like it’s a lover’s ballad But there’s only healthy fixin’s for a salad Tonight I’ll cry but maybe this is for the best You might be gone for good or just clearing your head Should I stretch out and take your side of the bed? At 3AM I go back to sail the seas of rest I’ll sleep it off for now tomorrow I’ll try again to chow (Chorus)
2.
On The Right Track Sit with me let's play some cards Across the world or in our backyard Let’s reminisce about our first kiss This hand you dealt is a real doozy The queen of gin you always win a little grin and my heart swims (Chorus) I might not be the best dance partner and you don't want to share your snacks we're going to get dusty on this trail But baby I think we're on the right track Seventeen years since we first met I caught your eye but I was shy Ten years ago just blocks away, I went in for that very first kiss I tried to sneak you turned your cheek your knees went weak and fell to the street (Chorus) Everyone's lost on Tokyo's streets Should we divorce? Hell no, of course Costa Rica's equator beach A scalding sea deceives and will leave you real peeved. There's no relief From the heat But you're still sweet and pretty neat (Chorus)
3.
Nugget of Love I drove up I-5 to Tacoma on a rainy October night A big eyed pug I named Loretta You looked up at me I couldn’t fight So much better than a big hunk of gold a little nugget of love With a two ton personality on trips to the beach, you’d lose your mind You always loved a party You’d circle, screech, shake your behind So much better than a big hunk of gold a little nugget of love She used Jedi mind tricks to get fed She snacked on Christmas ornaments made of gingerbread Grooming turned her into John Cena I have the scars to prove it I still love that little shit You loved ketchup on your fries Six inch legs eight minute miles Tug of war gave you wild eyes You ran our wedding rings down the aisle So much better than a big hunk of gold a little nugget of love
4.
Give This City the Middle Finger I bundle up and brave the June winter Summer is a mirage in the distance There’s a beach but you won’t want to linger Glimpses of skin are non-existent I’ll take the touchdown of a twister and downpours with claps of thunder  You can keep your earthquakes, mister Does our survival kit have enough liquor (Pre-chorus) I could box up my precious things And trade in my responsibilities For the freedom of a bare key ring I’ll give this city the middle finger (Chorus) I’m searching for different backdrop Book a vacation to comparison shop (repeat) I’ll give this city the middle finger Apartments and menus get pricier My glass and dreams both need a refill Our street had more charm when it was dicier Staying here feels like standing still Pre-chorus Chorus There are no hot summer nights But still I have a real good life Better weather may be an excuse to reinvent and become someone new (Chorus/outro) Life always feels like a cinch When you’re seeing it as a tourist I’ll give this city the middle finger
5.
Everyday Life My tires rumble on the shoulder I crack the windows for air This coffee sucks and it’s gotten colder I picture you in my rear view mirror On the weekdays the miles divide No dinners cooked in tandem No kisses to say goodnight I want more than just the weekend (Chorus) I wish we had and everyday life We could run errands We could get into fights I wish we had an everyday life I wish we had an everyday life We could shack up and settle down And embrace domesticity Stop shuttling between our towns It all sounds pretty sweet (Chorus) Will one of move? Leave one life behind and start something brand new (Chorus)
6.
Little Red Lemon Woke up one sunny morning with Dreams of a ride on our minds Made a phone call Scheduled a time For a test drive Handed the guy Our hard earned cash for just A chance to ride (Chorus) Little red lemon My red lemon Bang, bang, bang goes little red lemon My red lemon Bang, bang, bang goes little red lemon Verse 2 Sputter down 16th all the way Just for a view of the bay Knocking and grinding Shifting and squealing Smoke pouring from behind My oh my I want to cry What did we buy (Chorus) Push it into the shop and then One look, the guy laughs and says You bought yourself A real lemon There’s no hope to revive And now it sits Chained to the fence After one ride (Chorus)
7.
Let’s Play Hooky February cold and gray Outside another dull workday  It could be hell or just okay Let’s not find out, please stay You could clean up a co-worker’s mess Or stay home and don’t get dressed At your desk, a joyless sack lunch Or go out for mimosa brunch I’ve got a great idea Let’s play hooky (Chorus) Let’s play hooky Just for today Stay home and play Let’s play hooky Another pointless staff meeting we’d be better off sleeping Hold your tongue and do as your told Or popcorn, movies, my hand to hold I’ve got a great idea Let’s play hooky Let’s steal our souls back Before we crack We deserve a day off So pick up the phone and fake a cough Take a breather in a stinky break room or crank up some music and croon Do it over the boss’s way  or take a mental health day I’ve got a great idea Let’s play hooky (Chorus)
8.
Young Tender and Blue (For Christian) Back in 1989 We had all of the best times and always best soundtrack just kids, we didn’t know jack Fugazi, Pixies and VU happy hours with free food Stickin’ it to the man Had no future and no plan (Pre-chorus) And now I wish I could run downstairs like I used to just to see what you’re up to (Chorus) We were young, tender and blue everything so fresh and new just trying to make our way through Years later we’re still true blue There’s nothing for you I wouldn't do Back then, we were young, tender and blue Nights spent knocking back a few days a crappy job or two Dinners at the laundromat mac and cheese spin cycle chat (Pre-chorus) (Chorus) Now we’re two time zones away and we’re all grown up Boy and girlfriends come and gone We didn’t need them anyway I used to be a different gender we both were more slender I’m not made out of glue But I’m sticking with you (Chorus)
9.
Just Give Me More Time You say you've got to leave In us you don't believe These walls are way too small You can't see through it all (Chorus) Just give me more time to change your mind Just give me more time to change your mind You've got so many doubts So you want to get out There's just no other way I'm on my knees please stay (Chorus) I see you everyday And somehow we're estranged Let’s not throw this away Let’s work to make things okay You still want a brand new view There's nothing I can do A note left on the table You'll call when you are able
10.
Dead End Street The wall on our block traps all the cars within In the air there’s pollen mixed in with city grime Trash blowing in the wind hanging on a tree limb I watch my dreams float down a river of time (Chorus) It’s a dead end street (repeat) Jasmine and Lemons compete for the same air Burritos half eaten fill a dumpster each day Out in the plaza people need change the spare Around the corner rich tech kids have their way (Chorus)

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Recorded 2017-2018 at Four Walls Studio and Bathtub Studio
Engineered and mastered by Ed Varga
Cover art by Kolmel with Love

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Corrie Bennett Varga, Jody Bleyle, Donna Dresch, Christian Schroeder, Kolmel with Love, Alex Albers, Sara Seinberg, Janna and Jules Valencia, Jono Kornfeld, Nicole Lumetta, Neil Diericks, Andrea Stolpe, The Homobiles, Doug Greenhahl (RIP), Noel Hanson, B. David Küchenmeister, Wendy Reid, Alison Neumann Zugschwert, Patrik Dousa, Jerry Lee Abram, Patrick Maley, Taylor Mansmann, Hilda May

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released April 20, 2018

Ed Varga: Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Ukulele, Keyboards, Drums and drum programming
Corrie Bennett Varga: Violin
All songs written by Ed Varga
Copyright Ed Varga

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Eddie and the Heartbeats San Francisco, California

Eddie and the Heartbeats is Ed Varga. Varga's songs are a journey through his life as a transgender man that are honest, vulnerable, sometimes melancholic or sometimes goofy and sometimes both. You can check out his totally different musical project as a composer & sound designer at www.tonegeneratorstudios.com Varga was also the founder of Homocore Minneapolis & Homo A Go Go. ... more

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